Unfortunately PAWS is a major cause of relapse after opiate detoxification.
Heroin and opiates attach themselves to various brain receptors, serotonin, dopamine, mu/kappa etc
They interrupt and replace the brains natural production of these hormones which provides the lovely, warm, happy feeling you can only get from opiates.
This is where the length of abuse comes into play, someone with a short term (less than a year) habit will hardly suffer at all, the brain will quite quickly recover and start naturally producing the hormones again, usually within six months. Whereas a heavy long term users brain can take years to recover!
PAWS is long term, low grade withdrawals, sneezing, sweating and chills, restless legs, goosebumps, stomach cramps and general anxiety.
Because opiate withdrawal is in my opinion quite largely psychosomatic these low grade withdrawals can quite easily in your head be turned into unbearable pain... and knowing that a tiny bit of heroin will not only take it all away but also give that lovely warm feeling is sometimes too much to deal with!
Some OTC remedies and medications that can help with PAWS and acute withdrawal symptoms include...
Quinine - For cramps and RLS
Imodium - Cramps and diorreah
Paracetamol/acetaminophen - For keeping temperature regulated and aches and pains
Herbal supplements that can help (especially when recovering from ibogaine) are...
High Dose Vitamin C - 1000mg Plus Daily
Vitamin D
Vitamin B complex
Omega 3-6-9 Complex
Fish oils help the body repair the synapses in the bran damaged by opiate abuse, zinc will also aid cell renewal
Also:
St John's Wort for depression, although be aware there are some contra-inications with SSRI's
And Rhodelia Rosea is really good for fatigue and lethargy post detox/ibogaine
Valerian can aid sleep (better than benzo's where possible)
When I was really struggling with 'kicky' and achey legs I would walk up and down the stairs in my flat..
I would take a bath whenever it got unbearable, this often meant 5-6 hot baths a day! Adding Epsom Salts helps too!
After that I'd rub deep heat all over my legs and use a hot water bottle...
If you have an understanding friend that will massage your legs its orgasmic :)
I had an acupressure treatment on my feet in rehab once and it was bloody fantastic!
It's really all about nursing your body back to health, eating well, meaning plenty of green vegetables, nuts, pulses, fruit, oily fish etc...
As I've mentioned before, a small daily dose of Ibogaine is great for PAWS and cravings.. start with 600mg (root bark) and work up if more is required, it's best to take it in the morning as it can cause insomnia.
If your using TA or HCL use titrate the dose up from 200mg and 100mg respectively.
A lot of people grind it down and mix it with a chocolate milkshake or something similar every morning.
Other than medication, post ibogaine therapies that have been shown to be beneficial include, talking therapies, acupuncture, exercise and sex (always good for an endorphin release after opiate WD, plus exercise will help with RLS and cramps)
If you are really worried about relapsing then a Naltrexone implant could be a good idea, although quite expensive and only available privately, Naltrexone is a full opiate antagonist, it completely blocks any opiates ingested rendering the drug useless..
As mentioned above, counselling has been shown to be an important part of recovery and most people that achieve long term abstinence employ some kind of talking therapy.
Saying all this though, the daily battle with your brain and body screaming out for heroin is one of the hardest things anyone can go through, and anyone that does has my full respect.
Ibogaine can definately help, the liver converts it into noribogaine whichis stored in fat cells and slowly releases, this in most people, stave's off cravings for up to six months!
3 comments:
Sid, I am going to agree with you...the daily battle in your brain, as you get clean, is one of the worst things. My mind used to wander like this, "Dope, dope, fucking dope. Oxycontin. Dilaudid. Dope. Some girl, some where...I know she has the dope. I know the guy with the percocets is at the bar. The bar. The liquor. The percs. The dope. The fucking dope. Brown. Boy...and back to dope again." That fucking tape running over and over in my head. When I felt tired, I thought about using. When I felt sick, I wanted to get high. I was tired, and grouchy, and I SWEAR the sky was grey for several months. A year went by, and I still thought about it. I still did not feel great. A lot of times in that first year, I didn't even feel good.
But, it gets better. I promise. And its kind of weird because it creeps up on...just like addiction did at first. One day, you wake up and get out of bed, and all the way downstairs for a drink before you think about dope. And then, you may make it to lunch without thinking about dope. After a while, you go stretches of several hours without thinking about dope. And those hours turn to days. One day, you lie in bed, and realize, "Hey, I didn't think about dope all day." (Then, that night you can't fall asleep because you are thinking about dope..haha.) Pretty soon, you will go a whole day without thinking about dope. And that day turns to a week...I am not sure if I have ever gone a week, without thinking about dope at least once. But, now when I think about it, I do not also crave it. The cravings really began to fade when I had broken that cycle.
When I got up, and dope was not the first thing I thought about...the cycle began its break. When enough time passes that you are no longer bouncing between sick and well in both mind and body...the cycle is broken. The screaming has long since been quieted, and even your muscles have begun to relax again. Your mind is no longer obbsessed, and you sleep soundly once more. It does happen eventually.
Another thing...Immodium is similar in chemical structure to methadone. That is part of why it can ease the pain a little. Something that worked wonders for me was clonidine. It is a blood pressure medicine that a doctor must prescribe, but it is an easy script to get if you are dope sick. Withdrawl raises your blood pressure, and lowering it can alleviate a lot of the symptoms. Almost all of my symptoms were alleviated with clonidine. I stayed on it for a year after I got clean, and it also helped me sleep. A lot of people getting off methadone are given clonidine.
I would love to be able to take Ibogaine, but I suspect in my position it would be just about the worst thing I could do. Isn't there some contraindication to do with "psychosis"..? Considering I went off the planet just switching from weird gear to methadone I'm not sure Ibogaine would be at all suitable for me. Which is annoying, considering all the wonderful things I've heard about it.
Gleds,
Ill look into it but I actually don't think there is anything saying you can't take it with psychosis. It's quite a gentle hallucinogen, If you read accounts people say the visions are humorous and not scary... it's nothing like LSD/Shrooms/DMT ..
It's nothing like anything i've ever taken before so difficult to explain,.
I was thinking though, rather than using a full flood dose to get off high dose heroin/meth you can also use it in small non hallucinogenic doses for PAWS and cravings, if you were worried about taking the full psycho-spiritual dose..
The thing is as well, opiates stop your mind being open, they dull your emotions and senses..
It is scary taking such a powerful drug when your used to living in a cushion.. I totally understand..
I would never push it on anyone but I think it's worth you doing some research on, if you email the guys at ibogaworld.com they will answer any questions and make sure you know what your doing before they post it to you..
They're affiliated with Sara Glatt from Sara's house in Holland, the best ibogaine treatment centre in Europe.
Hope that helps..
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