Thursday, 28 April 2011

My Latest Relapse

Wow... they say heroin addiction is a chronic, relapsing condition...

That always sounded very pessimistic to me, but theres a lot of truth in that statement!

Ibogaine is fantastic for acute withdrawals, and in low doses, physically for PAWS... but for me, the cravings got too intense.

I've relapsed a few times, and I'm struggling. I don't enjoy living like this, when your in pain physically, and all over the shop emotionally, it's very hard not to give in sometimes.
Ive been to see my old psychiatrist anyway, and I'm going onto a short MST script, taper and onto Naltrexone, the opiate blocking drug...

Ill update properly soon..