After a sixteen year love/hate relationship with Heroin & opiates these are my experiences of addiction and abstinence, treatment, rehabs, detox, ibogaine and recovery
Sunday, 9 January 2011
Three Day Count Down
As soon as this turns up I'll be ready to take it... I ve got one gram if ibo HCL and one gram of TA, PLUS i got 75 capsules of 300mg root bark capsules for the PAWS afterwards, so with a bit of luck I should have enough to see me through the flood (1g of each)~ and then got the caps for after....
So In total, this has cost me a total of over £1000 altogether which is all relative when you compare it to buying gear!
I've started to cut down my gear use in ready-ness for the detox...
between 0.4 and 0.2 a day, mainly due to the drought, obviously meant to be!
Not sure when ill be able to update again as in borrowing other people computers and using my iphone tp update at the moment!
Wish me luck anyway!
S
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Good luck Sid! Take good care of yourself these days prior to iboga!
Keep on posting!
Greetings from everyone from the iboga foundation!
A thousand fucking quid! I thought you were spending a hundred or so, not a thousand!!
How much does iboga HCL cost? Is it any better than the root? What's the difference?
Please try if you can to post hour by hourly updates of the ibogaine detox. Nobody else will have done this before so you'll be doing a first. I've posted when I felt really confused and shit, you still can do it. I can touch type pretty good though, ie I can literally type with my eyes shut, so posting's not an issue for me... my point being if you're a pretty good typist you could do the same.
Another option is to keep a notebook diary with timed entries (timing is very important, as you know)... if you weren't up to posting in real time you could keep that notebook and post it up afterwards. I'd read it.
All the best with this £1000 detox. Bloody hell and I thought Detox 5 was expensive. OK it is more expensive than iboga and probably nowhere near as good.
Just one more thing re money before I forget, don't you feel sorry for some of those American parents who throw away their life savings in a desperate attempt to save a child (who may well not be ready for saving) from themself... $16,000... $24,000.... $50,000 or more. Ridiculous.
The American healthcare system really stinks. Almost without exception when I hear a horror story about a sadistic doctor, or utterly inappropriate treatment or painkillers being withheld from somebody in agony just because they have opiate dependency it's almost ALWAYS from AMERICA. Land of the free. Where the pursuit of happiness is enshrined in the constitution!! There's so much I love about America but their ideas of drug treatment and law enforcement leave so very much to be desired.
BEST OF LUCK WITH THE DETOXIFICATION. DON'T GO BACK TO THAT SHITTY B. I SPENT LAST WEEK ON IT, IT'S BOLLOCKS. EVEN THE "NINE OUT OF TEN" STUFF WAS TOTALLY HALF-ARSED COMPARED TO WHAT IT USED TO BE. THESE PEOPLE ARE LOSING SIGHT OF WHAT THEY USED TO BUY BEFORE THE DROUGHT BECAUSE THEY NEVER STOPPED USING. WELL I DID, AND I HAVE METHADONE AND I AN VOUCH THE CURRENT STUFF IS BULLSHIT QUALITY. EVEN THE BEST STUFF BARELY RATES A 5. Dont' waste your life on that shit any more Sid you're worth so much more
FUCK DID MY LAST COMMENT GO THROUGH? I CAN NEVER BE SURE... HERE GOES AGAIN:~~
A thousand fucking quid! I thought you were spending a hundred or so, not a thousand!!
How much does iboga HCL cost? Is it any better than the root? What's the difference?
Please try if you can to post hour by hourly updates of the ibogaine detox. Nobody else will have done this before so you'll be doing a first. I've posted when I felt really confused and shit, you still can do it. I can touch type pretty good though, ie I can literally type with my eyes shut, so posting's not an issue for me... my point being if you're a pretty good typist you could do the same.
Another option is to keep a notebook diary with timed entries (timing is very important, as you know)... if you weren't up to posting in real time you could keep that notebook and post it up afterwards. I'd read it.
All the best with this £1000 detox. Bloody hell and I thought Detox 5 was expensive. OK it is more expensive than iboga and probably nowhere near as good.
Just one more thing re money before I forget, don't you feel sorry for some of those American parents who throw away their life savings in a desperate attempt to save a child (who may well not be ready for saving) from themself... $16,000... $24,000.... $50,000 or more. Ridiculous.
The American healthcare system really stinks. Almost without exception when I hear a horror story about a sadistic doctor, or utterly inappropriate treatment or painkillers being withheld from somebody in agony just because they have opiate dependency it's almost ALWAYS from AMERICA. Land of the free. Where the pursuit of happiness is enshrined in the constitution!! There's so much I love about America but their ideas of drug treatment and law enforcement leave so very much to be desired.
BEST OF LUCK WITH THE DETOXIFICATION. DON'T GO BACK TO THAT SHITTY B. I SPENT LAST WEEK ON IT, IT'S BOLLOCKS. EVEN THE "NINE OUT OF TEN" STUFF WAS TOTALLY HALF-ARSED COMPARED TO WHAT IT USED TO BE. THESE PEOPLE ARE LOSING SIGHT OF WHAT THEY USED TO BUY BEFORE THE DROUGHT BECAUSE THEY NEVER STOPPED USING. WELL I DID, AND I HAVE METHADONE AND I AN VOUCH THE CURRENT STUFF IS BULLSHIT QUALITY. EVEN THE BEST STUFF BARELY RATES A 5. Dont' waste your life on that shit any more Sid you're worth so much more
Thanks guys!
Nice to have the support! Yeah £1000 is a fuck of a lot but I keep comparing to what I spend on gear every month! Not much difference?
Yeah ibo hcl is the pure pharm grade of it at £150 a g. Ta extract is about £50 a g. I need both for my body weight for a flood dose.
This time I got low dose bark caps for the dreaded paws too!
Have to do it this tine!
Mu laptop lead broke so unless anyone wants to donate one lol. Or help towards one I don't know when I'll b back online properly. Using iPhone at the moment which isn't ideal!
I really wanted to write a blow by blow account too so will have to do it on paper and write it up later!
Hoping it will b here next couple of days so I can take it instead of my morning dose that day. Can't keep borrowing money off my partner for gear! He's sick of it now. :(
Will write when it arrives anyway .
S
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