In the back of your head.. never goes away...
Go on, a little bit wont hurt... you have no tolerance now.. a ten bag will have you nodding....
You can have one hit and not get hooked again, as long as you don't carry on.....
Im not sick, i'm not particularly craving, but fourteen years of the same behaviour day in day out takes it's toll..
Especially something like Heroin, the rewards process is so massively fulfilling... especially when your sick.. there's nothing quite like having a hit when you've been strung out for a good day...
So.. Ill struggle through it.. somehow.. maybe I should take my booster and lay in bed all day again...
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